i feel like having secrets too. secrets that will never be found. mysterious, huh? my mother says that even though i do not enjoy sports, she considers me a tomboy. i dont wear much makeup, im not afraid of getting dirty. i prefer to wear baggy jeans. instead of those helpmeicantbreathe-tight ones. i dont file/paint/trim my nails, they break off when i USE them. i dont believe that people judge me by how my nails look, and, well, if they do they have too much time on their hands. i burp in public. i use my hands when i eat, sometimes. i dont wear skirts, not unless it is required, i dont know how to do a million things with my hair i dont know how to put on foundation or eyeshadow or lipstick and have it look half decent. i play video games and chick flicks are not my favorite. my version of a love song is coldplay at its softest, or poison the well's "nerdy" at its hardest. not the titanic song, believe it or not. that said, im going to have a girly day today. pamper myself to no end, except time. lay out if i can find a sunny spot that is hidden, maybe start my garden (i love plants), light some candles and insense, take a shower, relax and read a book. with the window open. maybe ill go somewhere tonight. relaxing makes it feel like summer. oh god, how i wish it was.