Hey, talk to you doctor, the anti-depressants may not be workign for you. I had to come off mine because they made me worse, not better. I refused to try another kind. The feelings that they gave me were worse in ways. I was loosing control of the things that I had to keep control over before i ended up really bad. Give your doctor a call... [angelwalk] that makes my point exactly. its not about me. its not about me, or you, or anyone else. its the big picture. its not my medication not working, its not a chemical imbalance in my brain. im not a nut. the world is fucked. and i only know a few people who arent blind. how can everyone be so blind? i dont understand go get some eye surgery, people. a black sheep living in a world where conformity is a virtue -------------------------------- [the reasons why] father into your hands, i commend my spirit father into your hands, why have you forsaken me? in your eyes forsaken me? in your thoughts forsaken me in your heart forsaken me i had my own ash wednesday. in my room, surrounded by candles with all the lights off, lighting the insense with the candle that represents me, and using the ashes from the insense. not the same way...