I can feel it crawling through my viens, and the shivers i can feel all over my clothed body, still makes me feel naked. and yet bare to the flesh and bone. and feel like a fool. A fool for you no more. and when i glance at you. i know deep down, im not im not being true to you and me. and to think i thought i was the strong one. where do i go now. what is the next step and when will i sy stop! and no more!

I never asked to fall in love, and i havnt. and i never wanted anything long. just enough time to get back on my feet. well its been a year and sum. and now im starting to think, ive become attached to you and when i want to run and hide. i get this harsh taste in my mouth.