Dear Diary, Okay... So the Homecoming Dance is in two weeks. Here is Lisa: OH MY HECK, THIS IS SO EXCITING! My first high school dance! Gorgeous dress! Formal pictures! Fun dance! Cute guy! Cool people! YAY! Here is Lisa going-to-the-dance-with-a-guy-she-sort-of-likes-but-she-doesn't-know-whether-or-not-he-likes-her-at-all-because-he-almost-technically-dumped-her: ACK! HOW WILL I EVER SURVIVE??? You see why I'm uncertain on how to feel? I mean, who KNOWS what could happen? Maybe I'll end up falling madly in like with him (again). Even though I sorta don't want to. Maybe he'll end up falling madly in like with me (which he might've done before, but I was never quite sure because of the way he almost-technically dumped me. which is a VERY long story involving me being 80% right and him being 20% right, if I'm in a good mood.). And if he DOES start liking me again, or admits to liking me or whatever, THEN what happens? I don't know why I'm worrying. It's not like he's gonna ask me to be his girlfriend or anything stupid like that. He already made THAT clear... But anyway, I guess what I'm really worried about is me falling for him and getting my hopes crushed once again... Which, I'm guessing, he's worried about too, which is why he was ...hesitant... in asking me. So. All I've got to do to solve everyone's worrying is keep my emotions in check. Meaning, I CAN NOT FALL FOR HIM AGAIN. That's just a receipe for heartache and disaster, I know very well. At least, my HEAD knows that... It's just a matter of telling my heart... Love, Lisa Ann