Dear Diary, Cassie got asked to prom!!! She's going with Jerry. I think it's so cool he asked her and she gets to go. Her first dance. Her first non-blind date. She's seventeen and a half. I shouldn't be jealous. I shouldn't be secretly ticked at her. But I am. No, I'm not. Well, I am, but I AM happy for her, too. Okay. BUT she's going to prom, and I'm not. AND she got asked yesterday, and didn't tell me until like four o'clock today. Like I'm an afterthough. Oh, now that I've told half the world, I should tell my best friend I'm going to prom! And she's going. And I'm not. Yes. I know, it's petty of me. But I want to go to prom! I do! Actually, I could still go. I could call up Jeddi and say, hey, let's go to prom. But I'm not going to. Especially 'cause then he'll LOVE me, and I'm already having problems with him LIKING me. So I'm not going. And I will get over it. I think I'll sit at home with a pint of Ben and Jerry's and multipule chick flicks. My FAVE chick flicks. And maybe some other girls. Or something. Anyway. I wonder who Jeremy is going with? I believe he went to Girl's Choice with Barbara. I guess when you're bf/gf you can go to prom, too. Can you? I'm not really sure on the etiqutte of that. I hate myself for wondering. I cannot WAIT till my sister get's home. We're going to have so much fun, I just know it. Knock on wood. I miss having a gal-pal to play with at any time of day or night. I need to learn how to play the eletric guitar so I can start an angry girl band. Tee hee. My work on being unperfect is coming slow. It's hard because things just bug me unconsiously so I go to fix them. But no! Things don't HAVE to be perfect all the time! I must remember that. Anyway... if anyone else knows of some girls who aren't going to prom, tell them to call me... We'll be the Lonely UnProm Girls. Mmm. The best thing that would've come from prom? I would've had an excellent excuse to do some serious shopping and look like a major hottie. Well, at least I can look hott this Saturday. Date or no date. Love, Lisa Ann