Dear Diary, I forgot about you again, dearest diary. ha ha. David got his mission call to the Dominican Republic. I'm really excited about it, because its kinda the perfect place for him to go. And it doesn't feel like the other side of the world, which really helps. Also, I've been to Puerto Rico, so I feel like I have just a bit of a connection. Ha ha. He leaves August 12. At first I was very happy for that, and I still am, but... it also kinda puts me in a little bit of a limbo. I mean... We broke up. What am I supposed to do for the next three and a half months? I don't get to see him very often, but its not like I have anyone else to hang out with in Salt Lake. And I can't think about dating, because that would upset him. So I'm caught in the middle and I just KNOW I'm going to spend the next three months sitting at home night after night, being lonely as hell and bored out of my mind. That is going to make me miserable. I wish Chels would move down here. But we're both broke, its impossible to find a job for her, and we can't find an apartment. Sigh. I'm also pretty discouraged about my job. My boss is being really... difficult. And I have no idea what to do about it. I definitely can't get another job, not with this economy. So... I guess I will just tough it out. At least warm weather is occurring more regularly! I love warm weather. I love the sun, the green trees and grass, the flowers, the heat wrapping around you, the freshness of the air... Its fabulous. We have two trees outside my work that are just starting to blossom, and I spend so much of my workday just staring out at them... I have the shivers... but... not the cold shivers... I'm so lonely.