Dear Diary, why do i bother, hmm? why do i try? i don't know what to do. i'm lost. i'm broken. i don't even know who i am. life sucks. it isn't getting better. i'm "happy" now, yes, but now i can see all i'm truly missing. and there doesn't seem to be a way to obtain it. the worst part? no one cares. i can try to force people to care, i can guilt people into caring momentarily, but... no one cares. my name is lisa. i've lost my best friend for reasons i'm not sure of. i lost my i-love-you-because-you're-in-my-ward friends when i moved. i lost my school friends when i dropped out because of depression. i lost the connection i've always had with God when i blamed him for my depression. i lost the support and care of my family when i became too difficult and actually needed them. my name is lisa. and i am alone in the world. Love, Lisa Ann