she cares, but does she CARE?

Dear Diary, Church was okay today. I think it really helped that I had that bonding experience with a few of the girls. And it helped that I got to take my nephew to Sunday School! That was fun. So I took a quiz on Seventeen.com on if your friend is a true friend or a fake. Of course, I took it about Cassie. The result? "Send her packing, this girl is bad news! You're way too special to waste your time on someone that superficial and insincere." I was totally shocked, so I decided to try it again and be as fair and leniant (sp?) as possible. That resulted in: "Keep this girl on your buddy list, but she's not quite best friend material. You'll definitely have lots of fun together, but if you're looking for someone to lean on, you'll have to look elsewhere." A lot better, but STILL. This girl is supposed to be my best friend, and I'm really not imagining that she ISN'T. The other day she canceled our date to go shopping so she could go make some extra money. I was totally hurt. I mean, when I went to prom I dragged her along to go shopping. when she goes I'm SO excited to help her! And then she cancels. I really wanted to be involved in it. I think she cares about me, but she just has NO time to be interested in me or what I'm doing. How are we supposed to have a relationship when she can never, ever make time for me? It hurts, and frankly, I want it to stop. I kinda want to say, okay, I've tried for two or three weeks now to get together with you. If you want to be best friends, then we should hang out at least once a week. I know she's busy, but if she wants to be my friend she has to ACT like my friend. Why is it so hard for her to act like my friend? I have no idea what to do with her. ANYway. I'm a bit tired and extremely bored of the comp now. I suppose I'll go read or (not as likely) go to bed. Bye, whoever reads this (and Morgan, of course!). Love, Lisa Ann
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Hee you know me so well! A bunch of my other friends never think that I read their sit diaries just because I never comment on what I read. And that's mostly just because I dont know what to say...I always know that I can say something to you because...well, you have a lot in common...anyways..Yeah...Hee. I love you Lisa babe. You doing anything Wednesday or Thursday? We should hang.
--Morgan--