Dear Diary,
It's over.
Brady broke up with me. His parents don't want him steady dating. They threatened that if he kept dating me, he wouldn't be allowed to date at all until he was 18. Someone told them I guess about us holding hands at school. He broke up with me this morning before school.
I knew it was coming, though. Yesterday he hardly texted me at all. I just knew something was wrong. Then last night... Kadee was texting Luke, and I asked Luke what was going on with Brady... and he told me that he was planning on breaking up with me.
I've been crying... a little last night and then again today... and I left school before first hour... But I'll be okay.
I'm going to miss him so much. I'm going to miss holding his hand. I'm going to miss cuddling with him. Most of all... I think I'm going to miss him being there. He was always there for me, either walking me to each class or texting me. We probably sent about 80 texts a day. I'm going to miss that. I'm going to miss being with him...
I wonder if he'll miss me...
He said we could still date occasionally... that just seems awkward to me. But if he asks me on a date... I'll probably go. We had so much fun on dates. His parents want him to date other people. He said he's mad at his parents... I would be, too. My parents wanted me to date other people, but they weren't going to make us break up.
I really want to date other people right now, though. I don't want to sit at home and be miserable. I want to do things with people. I want to go places. I want to... live.
I also really, really want Brady.
But I can't have him. So I'll get over it. I'll move on. And maybe eventually, I'll find somebody else.
Love,
Lisa Ann
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