Dear Diary, Well. It has been quite an interesting day. I played with a baby during school. I watched some stupid idiot kid get arrested for having a "facsimile weapon" on school property. And I'm trying not to fall for a good friend of mine, though I desperately want to. First, last night I did the most randomest thing and visited Morgan at like 10:00. It was so fun! We talked for an hour and my mom almost killed me. tee hee! Morgan, we have GOT to do that more often. Oh, and I'm changing some of my answers from last night. there IS a boy. And, ironically enough, he's a good friend. It's Daniel. Or, as I call him, Bill (long story, doesn't make sense, don't ask). Now, I know Bill's a strange kid, and to be honest, we don't even have that much in common. But even so, we get along so WELL. We can just talk for hours about whatever. It's just so... comfortable. I don't know. Maybe I don't like him like that, and I just want to. Tonight he kept saying how I was such a great friend, and all this stuff. And it was so sweet. I know he means it, too. For some reason, I trust Bill. Oh my gosh, I've hardly spent time with him other than MSN, but I TRUST him. If he thinks I'm a good friend, which I don't know how I could be, maybe I'M wrong. Because Bill wouldn't make this up. Of course... there's the old problem. The Girlfriend. WHY DO ALL THE GOOD ONES HAVE A FREAKING GIRLFRIEND? WHY, OH WHY IS THAT FAIR TO US POOR LONELY ONES? Grr. His girlfriend lives in California, which makes things more difficult... for everyone... But I have a bigger problem, too. You know what he said to me tonight? Well, first he was talking about how nice I was and how he was surprised that all the guys weren't dating me all the time. That was sweet. But then later he said that I was like THE SISTER HE NEVER HAD. I was like... uh... great? I mean it's a nice compliment, but somehow it just didn't make me feel all that warm and fuzzy inside. WHAT IF I DON'T WANT TO BE HIS FREAKING SISTER??? WHAT ABOUT THAT? I'd rather be friends than brother and sister. I'm going to shut up about this now. Bill will never be interested in me like that. Especially when he's so dedicated to his gf. I'll forget about all this and in a few entries will be raving about some other guy... hopefully... sigh... I'm still not getting warm fuzzies. Suddenly I can't think of a single thing to say. I guess it really is time for bed. NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! I have work. But NO SCHOOL! FREEDOM! Ish. SLEEPING IN ALL DAY! Truly exciting. Love, Lisa Ann p.s. just as a precaution... i don't want this thing about bill--er, daniel--to get spread around... if he found out...