Dear Diary, Um... Yeah... Did I mention I hate Friday's? Oh well. At least I got Cassie to come with me on all my boring errands I ran for my parents. Loser-ness. I told Garrick my concerns about his becoming VP, and he said that he'd always love me and not to worry. Yay! Oh! Sadness for Lisa. Jonathan HAS a date for Prom. So... I'm giving up on Prom. And on ever going on a date with Cute Jonathan. Dang! Too bad he's graduation. Well, maybe I can make Devan make Jonathan ask me out some other time... I hate that I always have to practically force guys to ask me out... Sigh. That's really sad. Anyway. Cassie is SUPER stressed about the drama elections. She's running for Costume Manager. She deserves it, but I don't know if she'll get it. I hope so. Oh. Yeah. I kinda felt like putting this poem in. I wrote it forever ago. But... I don't know... i need you to TELL ME Tell me that you love me Tell me that you'll always be there I won't believe what you say But please... Tell me anyway Tell me that I'm beautiful Tell me that there's nothing I can't tell you I won't believe what you say But please... Tell me anyway I need you to hold me when I'm lonely I need you to laugh with me when I want to cry I need you to take my hand when we're walking I need you to talk with me till our throats are dry Tell me that you love me Tell me that you can't live without me I won't believe you Because I've been lied to before But please... Tell me anyway There it is. I kinda like it. I don't know if it's any good, but I like it. Sometimes I feel like... I love all these people... and they don't care about me at all... especially in drama. Even people I'm friends with... it seems like they don't love me as much as I love them... It's not a great feeling. Crap! It's one a.m.! I might not be able to post this because sitdiary/my internet never lets me do anything after one! Dang it. Love, Lisa Ann