closing night! May 8th 2006 Dear Diary, It's over! I always love drama the most on closing night. Closing night is why I DO drama. Everyone loves everyone, people are crying and hugging and laughing, we put on an amazing show with our last adrenaline rush, and we smile into the audience. Yes, THIS is why I do drama. I was suprised how emotional I got over the seniors. I can't believe that was our last show together. To me, those people WERE drama. They were a part of everything. It's going to be so hard to go on without them. Who invented this graduating stuff, anyway? For all my resentment and rolling of the eyes, I really am going to miss the seniors. And next year! Ack! I'll be part of The Seniors! That is soooo crazy. And I'll have to leave my little juniors and sophmores. So sad! I've decided caramel candy is my new absolute favorite. Randomness. Anyway. But it's not like I'm never going to see the seniors again. In fact, we've got a theater trip this Wednesday and the banquet next week. So I'll have plenty of times for goodbyes... tear! On to different subjects. I REALLY want to go to prom! I just need to find someone who REALLY want to take me. I talked to Devin about Jonathan, and he's going to talk to him. That'd be so cool if he wanted to take me. I've had a half a crush on him for a year! Anyway. But IF I get asked, by whoever, mainly I just want to have fun. If I get asked and I don't have fun, I'd rather not get asked, you know? Although I would be able to wear my pretty dress again... ha! I love my dress. I just got to lose like... seven pounds... gah. Um, one extremely awkward thing happened to night. I talked to Barbara. I hate when I have these good ideas and then they turn out to be not so good. She didn't seem too thrilled to be talking to me. I just told her I hope everything works out well for her and I was sorry and whatnot. She was like... "Okay. Thanks." Gah. Whatever. I tried, and now I can put it out of my mind. And see Jeremy? I'm still talking about stuff! I need more friends. Randomness. Wellllllllllll I'm kinda tired and I'm not sure I really know what I'm saying anymore. I'm basically better from my death sickness. Just... still coughing and the like. Did I mention my sister, who lives 2,000 miles away from me, got sick and got "better" the same day I did? Weird! Oh oh oh! I forgot more exciting news! I got A DOZEN PINK ROSES!!! My mom bought them for me and my brother gave them to me. (My brother actually came to my show! Amazing!) I LOVE pink, and these are the first dozen I've ever had. So pretty! I think tomorrow I'm going to get all super-cute looking and take pictures with my pink roses! that'd be fun. I want to go to New York City this summer. Sigh. More randomness! You know, i've been having kinda a hard time getting new entries onto sitdiary lately. It just keeps signing me out over and over. Or maybe it's my crappy internet. whatever it is, I don't like it! Got to get some sleep now! Love, Lisa Ann P.S. I was reading this entry over, and you know what? Sometime in the past few years I've turned REALLY girly! Weird! lol