Dear Diary, I'm feeling better. I was able to actually smile during school today! Then I went to see Marilyn. I love that lady. She made me feel SO much better. Here's what she helped me realize: 1. Just because he dumped me doesn't mean I'm worth any less. 2. If someone moves on from a relationship before the other person is ready, it shows that they are not ready to commit to being partners. 3. He may not see what I saw in the relationship and in me, but it doesn't make it any less true. 4. He's probably just trying to get to know girls, not break their hearts. 5. Girls in our culture tend to think of themselves as OBJECTS. We are waiting for a guy to "choose" us. But we need to realize it's just as important that we need to choose them. So if I can just keep that stuff in mind I should be able to handle this better. And everything will be fine. Hopefully. Now I have to go to a four hour drama rehearsal. But I'm taking food, books, and a blanket, so I should be okay. :) Love, Lisa Ann