Dear Diary, What a DAY yesterday! It was Friday and I was SOOO hyper... most of the time. lol. But it was fun, really. It's better than being way tired all the time. Okay, so right after school Cassie and I went dress-looking for me. Can I just say ACK! I must've tried on EVERY dress in Dillards (that was modest and un-ugly) and no luck. I just can decide what TYPE of dress I want, so I can't decide what DRESS I want. Definitely a problem. HOMECOMING COUNTDOWN: SEVEN DAYS, TEN HOURS, and FIFTY-FOUR MINUTES. You understand, don't you? I can't get ANYTHING ready until I have my dress. I did find a dress that I REALLY liked, actually. One problem: It's not very formal. I don't think it's even semi-formal. But, if you allow me to compliment myself, I looked STUNNING in it! It's this creamy white dress that's knee length. It has a super cute bodice, short sleeves, and decorative flower beading on the shouler. I love it! ...But I don't know if I should get it. I'm gonna call Jeremy this morning and see if he's wearing a suit or a tux... Hopefully a suit! No fancyness! Okay. Now for my guy subjects. So last night I went to the football game (SV won! Yay!). Jeremy wasn't there for most of it, but he did show up at the end. But anyway. The REAL news is about Austin.. er, not about Austin, but.. Anyway. Okay, so I finally talked to Austin about Jeremy--geting Austin's advice and whatnot. (One side note before I get into this: Austin flirted like CRAZY with me last night! I know that's how he is, but he's not usually so flirty with ME. But we talked about it. I was like, you know I like you as a friend so I'm not kissing you on the cheek! Funny funny.) But where was I? oh yes. Austin thinks Jeremy still likes me (and misses me too), but is just scared... I don't exactly know WHAT he's scared of... Relationships? Me? Getting too close? So this is what Austin thinks I should do: Monday night, on the movie on the field, he thinks I should go "with" Jeremy and pretty much flirt like crazy. Make him feel "special" or whatever, and just really pay lots of attention to him. I'm not sure about this. Part of me REALLY wants too--I like him! I want him to know I still like him! I want him to like me! ...And flirting is fun. tee hee hee! But on the other hand, I'm not sure AT ALL how it will be recepted. He DID "dump" me. And he hasn't given any sign (that I've seen) of wanting to go back to the way things were... But he hugs me still! I know that's not a big deal, but it is to me. :) Oh dang! I really need to go now. I have to go to the paint store and pick out paint for my new room. I'm gonna do a soft yellow I think, and maybe a soft green on another wall. I haven't decided and I REALLY need to! I hope my room looks good... I'm bad at color-coordinating. Ack! lol Okay, does anyone have any advice/input on what I should do about Jeremy?? To flirt or not to flirt?? Help! Love, Lisa Ann