Dear Diary, My first day of work today! I worked for five hours, which is longer than I originally wanted. But you know, it wasn't that bad. It only seemed like I was there two or three hours. And once I got the hang of it, it wasn't that hard. By the end I was running on auto piolet. How do you spell that?? Anyway, the hardest part was typing in responses. And I thought I was a fast typer! Sheesh I need to PRACTICE at typing fast! Not so much accurate as super fast so I can get everything in. I'll be working about 14 hours a week, I think. I just gotta keep up with school and I'll be fine! And sleep. I gotta remember to sleep, too. I should be sleeping right now. Oh well. I'm so sad about Chelsey moving. Here I am whining about my life all the time. Sigh. I KNOW people have it harder than me, but sometimes it's tough to remember that. I hope everything goes well for her. She deserves it. She's a great girl. Like I said a bajillion times, moving and changing schools sucks. They changed my perscription again. Same drug, different dose and stuff. So I was all shaky again today. Hopefully I won't be shaky tomorrow, for reasons I will get to in a moment. I was going to go on an anti-depressent, but I was able to just up my current meds, so hopefully that will do the trick. Tomorrow I'm going on a field trip! To Hardware Ranch. I'm excited to not have real school, but on the other hand, I'll probably freeze to death. And I have no one to hang out with. Hopefully it goes okay. Just ten more times I have to wake up for school until the term ends! Nine, excluding tomorrow. Then I won't have to freak out QUITE so much about absences! OH! I drove in the snow for the first and second time today! I mean REAL snow, not flurries. OH my heck the roads were SOOO bad! The second time I almost started crying I was so freaked/stressed out! But it was fine. I didn't die! But I WILL die if my mom finds out I'm still awake. Yikes. It's late. Goodnight! Love, Lisa Ann