Dear Diary, I'm not sure I can even begin to describe today... I can't tell you everything that happened. I can't tell you everything I felt and thought. Today was crazy. But in a good way. I think. Today I felt beautiful, angry, awkward, cheerful, annoyed, amazing, depressed, lonely, hopeful, confident, immature, and relaxed. I woke up at six a.m. for the competion play rehearsal. I showered, got ready, and was there at 6:57. A record for me. I wanted to be on time because I have some of the first lines in act two, which was what we were rehearsing. However, we didn't actually get into the building until 7:15. But then we didn't do my part, and so really, I didn't have to be there until 8:45. Keish and I were bored and ran to Lee's to get donuts. I like Keish because she understand about being... imperfect. Anyway. I finished my part of the play at 9:00 and went home and slept. At 12:30, I was awoken by my brother telling me some guys were at the door for me. The only guys who randomly show up at my door on Saturday afternoons are Bill, Loren, and Jeremy. But Bill was with his niece today, so I knew who it was. However, they did have a surprise for me. They said that they were going to take me out to lunch! Apparently I always complain about them coming to my house with food. lol. Anyway, we dropped Kadee off at work and picked up their friend Holly. I sort of know her, but not well. We at lunch a Subway. Yum. Then we went to the park. I'm not much of a run around and go wild kind of girl, but I love parks. I don't play tag, I never wrestled as a kid. But I love parks. Jeremy and Holly wandered away, so Loren and I sat under a tree and talked. It was such a nice day out. I love just relaxing in the sun. It was nice talking to Loren, too. Sometimes we're both a bit stubborn... but I think the weather was too nice to be mean about anything. lol. When I got home I was supposed to clean. I took a nap. Then I went and picked up Kadee from work... which was fun. I went early to get a pretzle, then I walked around the mall and smelled some yummy perfume. I did clean when I got home, which was fun, too, actually. I danced to music while I cleaned. I did a decent job cleaning my room, but left a few things in there because I was in a hurry to leave. My mom was not happy. *rolls eyes* Kadee and I got ready to go to Jessie's "pity party" for not going to Junior Prom. Although I don't know why we should feel bad. We're not juniors. I didn't care at all. Anyway, I hate to boast, but I looked pretty cute. :) I've gone tanning twice, now, and I bought base to even out my skin. Oh, and Kadee loaned me a sweater, necklace, and these ADORABLE earrings. It was fun. Of course, then we put on pajamas to go watch a chick flick with a bunch of girls. lol. The "pity party" wasn't too bad. I wasn't looking forward to it, because I knew everyone there would be really hyper. But Kadee told me that we'd just pretend that we were really hyper, too. It made it a lot better. We watched White Christmas. It was a pretty cute movie. Actually, it wasn't that cute for an old "classic," but I loved how she finally found her knight in shining armor in the end. Tee hee! Kadee and I went to walmart, then I dropped her off at Holly's. It's sad how lonely I feel without her! We really have become closer than I ever thought possible. She's like my best friend/sister/cousin. It's going to be hard when I go to college without her! I didn't want to go home after I dropped her off. Mostly because my mom was still kind of mad at me about the cleaning thing. Sigh. So I just drove around... until my low gas light flicked on. I pretty much had no choice but to come home. Now I'm sitting here... rambling... I should go make my room super super super clean, just to prove to my mom that she was just being stubborn... I can't sign in to MSN, and it's bugging the crap out of me. I've done everything I could think of to fix it, but I still can't log in. GRR. Maybe I'll reset the computer and see if that fixes it... All in all, I think it was a pretty good Saturday. Most of the day I was relaxed and happy. In fact, it was a really good Saturday... Love, Lisa Ann