Dear Diary, I've been having trouble with SitDiary. I haven't been able to sign in for days. Apparently I forgot my password? Which is impossible, because I've had it for years. But they sent me a new password and I was able to sign in... And now they won't let me change it to anything different. Gah. Yesterday my mom and my sister saw my display pic that says, "the only broken-hearted loser you'll ever need." They gave me a really hard time about it. My sister said that it's unattractive, and that guys are attracted to confident girls... Maybe it's true, but it still hurt. Apparently I'm just supposed to hide my true feelings and be a happy, confident, perfect person every single moment of every single day. So here it goes. Hello everyone! Isn't life wonderful! I am having SO much fun this summer! I go on dates all the time! And I have all these friends that I play with every single day! My life is just so amazing! Gag me. Whatever. I'll try to be not so negative, anyhow. Maybe she's right and I'm being "unattractive." My family drives me crazy sometimes. Today I went to a youth camp leader meeting. It was super depressing. Especially because at the same time, my old ward was meeting for Young Women's. So I sat there for an hour thinking about how different camp was going to be. I can't believe I won't be there with 2nd ward. It's... awful. I've been to camp with the 2nd ward girls for FIVE YEARS. And now, the last year of my girls camp, I'm going with different girls, girls who don't even like me this much. Girls who I don't know. Girls who don't know me. How am I going to do this? I really don't want to. But I've already promised to be a youth camp leader. It is very sad for me. Maybe I'll cancel. I think I should have something VERY IMPORTANT to do that week. Sigh. My mom would kill me. Anyway. I think that's about all I have to say. Love, Lisa Ann P.S. Today I drove around in the rain with my window rolled down and listened to my music. It made me happy.