dear diary, i'm still on too much meds. i got two freaking hours of sleep last night, which makes a grand total of six hours since tuesday morning. my teachers are idiots; they don't know anything but they think they know everything. my classes are lame. lame history, lame history, and a class that COULD be fun if my teacher wasn't such a jerk. i haven't read a good book in months 'cause my books are all overdue and it's not like there's any money to pay the fines so i can't check out anything. i have nothing to do and nowhere to go, again because of lack of funds, and lack of an interesting life in general. i just sat in front of the tv for two hours watching the dvd of a show i hate because i have absolutely nothing else to do. i don't even know why i'm bothering with this stupid school. these people aren't ever going to accept me. i'm never going to learn anything of value. what's the point? i'm never gonna do anything i want to do in life. nothing ever turns out how i want it. oh, and my contacts are killing my eyes, even though they're supposed to be better than my old ones. i'm cold, hungry, bored, and i want to go to sleep. in fact, all i really want is to either have fun, or go to sleep. but neither are those are going to happen. i know this is all negative and whiney and probably doesn't even make sense. whatever. it's around that time of month, so it's all probably just pms. well, that and my life sucks. whatever. lisa ann