Dear Diary, I need to get to bed, but I felt like writing. Tomorrow is closing night, and I'm worried and excited and sad. I want us to do really well, I'm excited because it's so much fun, and I'm sad that it's all going to be over... Um... So in my last entry that somehow disappeared... I mentioned that my sister and her boyfriend keep breaking up and getting back together... like three times in two days or something. Right now they're "together," but I'm still really worried. Sigh. Mike is my favorite boyfriend she's ever had. I was so excited that they were going to get married... now I don't know what's going on. Anyway. I have good news! I'm over Eric. He obviously cares little about me---I'm just another girl who made the mistake of falling for him. But I got back up and I'm okay now. I deserve the absolute best!!! If he doesn't want me, than he isn't the best. Mmm. I think Jason has really helped me see that... Anyway, I feel bad for Eric, really. He lost his chance with me! Tee hee! ;) I'll find the right guy... eventually... Until then, I'll be happy and hopeful! So. Tired. For some reason I don't really want to go to school tomorrow... I'm just so tired. I don't think I've been sleeping enough. I usually sleep a lot on the weekends, but I was too busy... I hate weekends. I am so glad though, that I'm over this infatuation with Eric. He is basically what I'm looking for... I just need someone a little more.... you know.... in love with me? lol Love, Lisa Ann