Dear Diary, An uneventful day. Dad was gone, so there was no Father's Day celebration. Notes to Self: 1: Call Merilyn. Talk to her about the occasional "bad days" of anger and depression. Do I need medicine? I don't want to be diagnosed with ANOTHER disorder. Maybe talk to her about mother, how I feel like she treats me like a kid and I can't tell her anything. 2: Lose weight. A lot. Quickly. Before I go to New York. 3: Call Cassie and beg her to walk/jog with me nightly. It's the only way I'll stick to a regular schedule. Figure out route. 4: Call Jeremy sometime just to talk. 5: Go shopping! I must have new tennis shoes. And something else, I never remember what. Make sure I have everything I need for New York. Buy a backpack or purse? 6a: Hang out with Teri Ann!!!!! Where, what, and when? ASAP! 6b: Hang out with Tara and/or Jessie w/Teri Ann. (Tara comes back on Wednesday? Email her!) 7: EARN MONEY FOR NY! Only $220+ to go. 8: Type up all my journals onto the computer. Start with the most recent and work back. Copy sitD entries onto the comp too! 9: Write a story about dealing with depression. Figure out what kind of story. Use excerpts from journals. Make it really good! 10: Be Happy! Love, Lisa Ann