Dear Diary, An exciting day today. I actually woke up "early" at 10:00 a.m. Then I ran some errands. Morgan called me and we decided we should play! So I dragged her along to deliver souveniers to boys. We went to Bill's house first, and talked for a few minutes. He's a fun kid, lol. Then we dropped by Eric's house (we didn't have his number so we couldn't call ahead). Eric really is so nice and fun. And he ADORES kids. It's so fun to watch. Anyway, he was bored so he decided he'd come play with us. We all went to WalMart to pick up my NY pictures. (He totally paid more attention to Morgan than me. So don't give up yet, girl!) After we went to my house and hung out for a little bit, but Morgan had to get home, so we took Eric home. Then, since I was in NL anyway, I decided to drop by Jeremy's house. That was interesting lol. His mom and dad were outside when I pulled up, and I asked his mom if he was home. He wasn't. It figures lol. I told his mom to tell him I stopped by, and she asked me what my name was. I told her, and she was like, "Oh, I should know that. I don't think I've ever really met you though." It made me laugh. Then I took Morgan home and picked up Cassie and hung out with her for about, thirty minutes. Cassie and I aren't really getting along very much. Well, mostly I'm not getting along with her. It's just hard when she works so much, and she doesn't even try to make time for me. She works 30 hours a week. But Morgan worked 30 hours this week, and WE hung out twice. Because Morgan actually WANTS to hang out with me. It makes me feel like crap. My own "best friend" doesn't ever try to hang out with me or talk to me. I hate it. Oh, and guess what she told me today? SHE'S WORKING ON MY BIRTHDAY. From 3-10pm. I am ticked. I can't believe she would do that to me. It really, really hurts. Do you remember that dream I had that she missed my birthday? (see entry "dream") Yes, well, it's coming true. I alternately want to kill her or start bawling. Seriously... birthdays are SO IMPORTANT to me. And she doesn't even think to get my birthday off. After all I've done for her on her birthdays... she won't even come to my party. Sadness. In other news... my sister practically has a boyfriend. She met this guy in NJ, but he lives in Sandy... It's cool, and he's nice, but it's just so weird that my SISTER has a boyfriend (almost). She's been boy-hating ever since her last stupid ex-boyfriend. It kinda makes me feel left out too... I hope she doesn't get married yet. I'm not ready for that yet. I'm kind of depressed. I really hate boys sometimes. Ugh. They make me angry and so sad. Stupid, stupid boys. Eric's being really nice to me right now... but I'm kind of paranoid. I've had a lot of boys be nice to me, in the beginning... Eventually, though... things change, and they're not so nice anymore. I hate being a girl sometimes. Sorry I'm so down tonight. Some days are like that. Love, Lisa Ann