Dear Diary, Life is so much better today. Today I started my meds again---which means I felt kinda blah all day. They have annoying side effects the first few days, but then it's *supposed* to help me focus in school. So I guess it's a good thing. My parents bought a new car!!! I am excited, because that means I get their old one to drive around! Yay! And oh my gosh---my parents, for the first time in their married life, actually got a NICE car. It's a 2006 Huyndai (sp?) Sonata. It so cool! I, of course, will hardly ever drive it. But on the occasions that I do, it will be fun! Tee hee. Jessie and I hung out tonight. That was fun. She took me to Firehouse and bought me a yummpy pazooka. We talked a LOT---mainly about boys, which is always interesting! Then we went to her house and watched Sense and Sensibilty. Great movie! I had a good time. Afterwards, I was thinking about Morgan... and feeling really bad. It was 11:00 p.m., but I decided to go to her house anyway. I wanted her to know that she is the BEST and I love her! We talked for quite awhile (longer than we should have! lol) and got everything cleared up. She's not mad at me! And she knows that I didn't say all the horrible things about her that Jeddi said I did. So I am very happy. Oh! And she's giving a talk in church tomorrow... and I really want to go, so hopefully I can wake up in time! Morgan and I talked a bit about Eric (man I think about him way too much). She thinks we'd be cute together, and she still thinks he likes me... I'm not so sure. I'd like it to be true, but... well, we'll just have to see what happens. I'm sure it will all work out in the end. I shouldn't worry about it... but hey, I'm a girl! So... I still don't know what to do about Jeddi. My friends think I shouldn't ditch him completely, my family wants me to slap him (okay, not literally), and I'm torn in between. I hate... NOT being someone's friend. It's like having an enemy, and I don't do enemies. But at the same time I don't want to fall into the trap of trusting him again. And being betrayed again. ARGH! So right now Jeddi is blocked from my MSN list---and he got offline, but I just read his personal message: "Blocking people only makes you look bad. I would have thought you would have learned that by now." My GOSH. Blocking people is nothing compared to betraying a "friend" over and over again! Oh... and now... Eric is kinda sad because he thinks Jessie doesn't like him anymore. Which is true. But I like him!!! Gah. Life is good life is good life is good life is good. LIFE IS GOOD! Sure boys are stupid sometimes. But life is good! Love, Lisa Ann