Before we begin, Diary, let me explain my music choice. I've been babysitting a lot, and thus watching Dora the Explorer a lot. I had that song stuck in my head the whole time while writing this... Dear Diary I don't really have anything to say, but I think it's time I made another entry... I'm tired. Jeremy's talking to me more... It's actually weird. I've gotten used to him NOT talking to me... But it's also very nice. I don't think I've talked about the dreams I keep having, have I? I really don't like these dreams. They make getting over him so much more complicated. Anyway. There's only two or three. The first one I had, I was walking down the hall at SV when Jeremy saw me... And he was SO EXCITED to see me. I mean, like really excited. And he came up to me and gave me a HUGE hug... A very, very, very nice hug. I know it was just a dream, but if felt good. My next dream was pretty complicated, but basically Jeremy came over unexpectadly to take me out out on a FORMAL date. All of a sudden I was at the mall and I got to choose any dress I wanted. So I chose this GORGEOUS dress (it was white with gold embroidery, and the skirt was all flowing and pretty. doesn't have to do with story, but it was an awesome dress. :D). Then when Jeremy saw me looking oh-so-gorgeous he came and gave me another huge hug, but this one was LONG. He just held me and I felt so happy... Then I wake up and realize it was a dream and have to slap my forehead. "LISA! YOU'RE OVER HIM, REMEMBER?!? GOSH!" Stupid dreams. Why can't we control what we dream? I'd dream about... Skydiving! Now THAT'D be a cool dream! Whoops. I forgot to call Austin. Ah well. I'll do it tomorrow... perhaps... Oh, so something new in my life. I got my teeth fixed today. Now they're straighter and just a tad whiter. But I was SO self-concious (sp?) today because since my mouth isn't used to the new position of my teeth, I'll have a tiny lisp for awhile. My mom says no one will even notice, but I notice! It's like I'm three again. Ick. Anything else? Oh, Kyanne and I are talking pretty often on MSN now. I love that girl! She cares so much about me and what's going on with me. People like that are awesome. I wish I was more like that... Anyway, we had a really good talk about homework (ick!), guys (sigh), and just whatever we felt like (yay!). You know what I'm going to do this weekend? I'm going to go to some deserted park (probably with Cassie) and swing on the swings... I haven't gone swinging in forever. There's just something so calming and refreshing about swinging. Especially when you go right at dusk, when the daylight is fading, with someone you can really talk to... Teri Ann is going to Homecoming with Joe Evans!!! I'm so excited for her. I hope Joe treats her right! lol. I love Teri Ann... I think I wasn't very nice to her today... whoops. I better do something about that tomorrow. Ugh. I just remembered about my homework. I've got SO much to do, with very little time and even less will power to do it... Hopefully that will change within the next week or so, but I'm kind of doubting it. I suppose I shouldn't. Faith, right? Faith. Gotta remember that. Speaking of faith, Bro. White is so nice. He's going to bring me a book to read on having faith. And he took me in his class even though he already had 30 students! I'm liking seminary a LOT better. The students are pretty great too. There's a feeling of unity, which always makes for an amazing seminary class. I need to thank Bro. Luccherini for giving me this opprotunity... Another thing to do tomorrow! 54 days 'till Elder Kevin Lacy comes home, and 60 days 'till we go to Puerto Rico with him! THAT'S something to look forward to! I'll need some new clothes... lol. Eight days 'till Homecoming dance! ACK! I NEED A DRESS FAST! And shoes... And earrings... And make-up... And a hair appointment... And jewlery... And a purse... And maybe a new shirt for the day date... SO MUCH TO DO!!! I'm excited for Homecoming Week, too. I'm gonna dress up as much as I can (although I'm pretty sure some days I don't have the right clothes to do it) and go to all the activities I can. The problems with the activities: Friends, Transportation, and Money. I don't really have any friends to go with (Cassie works ALL the time), I'm not sure if my fam will want to run me around all week, and who knows how much money I'll be able to beg off my mom. Oh, and Time. How will I have time to do everything??? I really should be getting to bed now. But I want to eat. And read. And listen to music a little. And write. Ugh! I wish there were more hours in the day! Or less hours of school... THAT would make my life MUCH simpler! Love, Lisa Ann P.S. So much for not having anything to say!