Dear Diary, Tomorrow is the last day of the tri, and I am very relieved. Well, I'm not relieved for my Pysch final. But it's been an extremely long tri and I'm glad for it to be over. I've been talking to the counselor, trying to get my schedule for next tri and my schedule for graduating figured out. It's been complicated. I hope it doesn't take too long to get my diploma. Cassie may take a job with the Broadbents, Sarah's old employers. It's hard for me to imagine Cassie thousands of miles away in a place she doesn't know taking care of children she doesn't know day after day. If she gets the job, I wish her luck. She'll need it. I've sort of been considering nannying. Although today I filled out an application for Snow. But I can't apply yet; I haven't taken my ACT. But nannying would hopefully give me the money I need to get a bit of a jumpstart on life. It'd also be nice to try real independence. And I'd be able to take care of Cassie. Then again, I really want to get started on my schooling... So many decisions. Mmm... I'm craving ice cream like no other... but the roads are too snowy to go out. Stupid winter. I'm going to seriously try to write more often. It helps so much to be able to get all these random thoughts down swimming in my head... I don't always have someone to share things with---besides Kadee. And if I told her everything that went on in my head, she'd be bored to tears! My diary never cries. Oh. I have a quote for my diary!!! "Every dot com's refreshing for a journal update." --Fall Out Boy Okay, techincally this is a dot net, but it counts. :) Tee hee. Kadee and I decided that every guy in the world is secretly in love with me. Okay, not really. But I sort of almost have a tiny little crush on Scott (Joseph). It's more like... an attraction. Because he is an attractive man. One time during the show, we were warming up and he kept looking at me... and so later I told Kadee, "Scott looked at me today!" Then realized how lame that sounded and laughed at myself. It's our joke now. Anyway, today we passed Scott in the hall and he said hi to me. Kadee said that he seemed to interact more with me that he does most people. And he wrote me a notecard. Thus, he (and the rest of the world) is secretly in love with me. :) I'm kidding, of course, but it's fun to talk about. "A girl likes to be crossed in love every once and awhile. It gives her something to think of." --Pride and Prejudice Speaking of boys I don't like who randomly show up in my conscious. Lacrosse season has started. Eric promised me he'd take me to a lacrosse game. I wonder why I never talk to him anymore. Actually, I kind of wonder if he blocked me. Eh, oh well. I need sleep... I need to finish my art project... I need food/ice cream... Hmm. I'll probably end up just talking to my sister. If she ever gets of the phone with her boyfriend... Love, Lisa Ann