Dear Diary, That's it. I am DONE. I am not wasting another second of my life on Jeremy. If he thinks he can get away with ignoring me, fine, let him. I don't even care. I would've given him everything I could, but he tossed it away without a second glance. If he can't see how special I am, then he isn't worth my time, thoughts, or feelings. Tonight at the movie was awful. But in a way, it was also good. I know I've cried for the last time over that guy. Why does he even bother to act like he likes me? He acted like he WANTED to sit by me on the couch, and then halfway through the movie he gets up and disappears. I saw him later, and he didn't even say goodbye... And Jeremy expects me to believe that he still wants me to be his friend? That's bull. I wish he'd get over himself and stop lying to me. I have NO idea what to do about homecoming. From where I'm sitting right now, it's pretty much going to be the worst date in history... All the couples pretty much hate each other... Oh well. There's still... four more days to see what happens. Jeremy and I probably do need to talk over things. But come on. He's a GUY. A guy who would rather not spend any time with me. So it's not likely to happen. Maybe I'll force him to anyway. I don't want anymore of his freaking pity, so I need to let him know that I am OVER him. I'm not gonna like a guy who thinks I'm a pathetic loser. I am BETTER than that. So he can take his pity and his regret for hurting me and stick it in the trash. I don't need it. Do you hear that Jeremy? I DON'T NEED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate guys. Love, Lisa Ann