Dear Diary, Here's how my day was so far: not so good, great, good, super super amazingly crappy, pretty bad, a little better, good, and very good. lol. Okay here's my Stupid Jeremy Moment for the day. SOOO I was all excited to see all my friends, including Jeremy, today. And then... So I saw Jeremy, and it looked like he felt like crap. I was totally about to go over there and be the concerned friend and everything, 'cause I really was worried about him. Then someone stops me and talks to me for a sec, and when I look Barbara is there. I don't know what happened. I saw her sitting down next to him, stroking his hair as is her right. And something inside of me... died. I don't know why it hurt so much, but it was so bad I wanted to throw up or something... I ran away. Quickly. Drama completely sucked after that. No one seemed to care (even, surprise surprise, Cassie, though she did try). I wanted to go home and bawl. FINALLY, drama was over, and I did the only thing I could think of so I would feel better. I made Garrick give me a hug. Oh MY. Garrick is AMAZING. If I ever need that hug me/I love you/you're beautiful feel from a guy, I know I can go to Garrick. He gave me a super long hug, and asked me what was wrong. So he walked me to class as I told him all about my stupid thing with my ex-boyfriend and his new girlfriend. And I felt SO SO SO much better. For the first time that day I felt... WORTHWHILE. See how guys are helpful like that? Then I went to Seminary, and that was very good, too. Just fun and spiritual and good-feeling-ish. So... my moral of the story? Garrick is a very, very sweet boy. Anyone who says differently WILL INCUR MY WRATH. I love you all! I'M GOING TO SALT LAKE CITY TO PICK UP MY SISTER AND STAY OVERNIGHT AND HAVE FUN FUN FUN!!! BYE EVERYONE! SEE YOU TOMORROW! Love, Lisa Ann