Dear Diary, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSIE!!! Friday was ALMOST as good as I had hoped... It didn't start out too well, mainly because I was depressed from crying the night before. But it got better as the day went on. Audition results were posted. I am Violet Bradman in Blithe Spirit. Violet has hardly any lines... but I really like Blithe Spirit, so that's good. The game on Friday was AWESOME! We beat Logan 37 - 19. It was nice. I love the spirit of football games. So exciting! Yay for football season! After the game I went home, fought with my parents, got some stuff, and went to Emily's for a sleepover. Yay! The next morning Emily had to leave, so Mariah and I went and decorated Cassie's car! It was crazy and took forever. Silly string, a window marker, a birthday banner, candy, balloons, and lots and lots of packing peanuts make for very interesting decorating... lol. Cassie was happy. Mariah and I ran into Bill and Loren, so we hung out with them for a bit while Cassie had her family party thing. That was pretty fun. We went to Subway and Mack Park. Yay! Those guys are crazy. Now I think I'm going to IHOP with my sister and Cassie... and my mom's paying! My sister is so much better at getting money out of my mom than I am. Anyway! That will be fun! I really want to see Eric... I've given up, but I can't get him out of my head. Love, Lisa Ann --Later-- Well, I saw Eric. Cassie and I were bored after IHOP, so we went to the park to swing... the park that happens to be by Eric's house... So after the park we stopped by his house, and then we went and hung out for three hours... STUPID STUPID LISA. I mean... I did have fun, mostly. But he was kind of flirting with Cassie the whole time. lol I love Cassie though. When I told her that he was flirting with her, she said, "Stupid boy!" And I asked why, and she said he was stupid because I liked him. tee hee! Now that is a loyal friend... But I totally need to find a new guy. One that actually LIKES me back. My gosh. Why don't guys like me? The thing is though... I don't want a new guy... I want Eric. What do I DO? I probably shouldn't hang out with him anymore... that doesn't help at all... But he's so fun to be with! Grr. I never wrote why I cried the other night... I don't even know how it started... But I was laying in bed, and I guess I was just a little depressed that no one (especially Eric) liked me... then I started thinking about all my friends who were going to homecoming... and how I could be going, but I'm not because I turned the poor kid down... I've only gone to one dance, and it seems like I'm not going to go to very many this year, either... I don't get why boy problems have to make us so sad.