Dear Diary, How can I even begin to explain all that has happened these past few weeks? We'll start with prom. My senior prom. I almost didn't go. I was planning on not going, since my boyfriend had just broke up with me. It was extremely sad. Then the night before, my sister decided that her fiance's little brother should take me. So I scrambled to find a dress (Michelle [my brother's girlfriend] loaned me one) and somebody to do my hair (Chelsey, who saves my life on a daily basis). And I went to prom with my date, David, Kadee and Luke, and Brady. And Brady's date. It was... a little awkward. But surprisingly really fun. David and I get along well, and are great friends now. In fact, I'm going to his senior prom this Saturday. (He's from Salt Lake.) As for Brady... We had a lot of fun together, too. The only hard part of the night was that I kept thinking that I should be with Brady on this date, not David. David's a cool guy, but he's just not Brady. Isn't that horrible to think of your date that way? Especially when I figured that Brady wasn't sitting there wishing he was with me. He broke up with me. I kept telling myself it was over, he didn't like me, he was over me. After senior prom, Brady started texting me. A lot. The next day Brady asked me out on a date. I was... so freaking excited! I kept trying not to get my hopes up... but then Kadee told me that she was pretty sure Brady liked me again. Yeah. My hopes were way up. Anyway, so we went on a date Monday, and he made absolutely no moves. My hopes went back down. This time, I was sure he didn't like me. Then... Tuesday... I was standing in the kitchen of my foods class, a half hour before school was over. And in walks an office aid with a boquet of a dozen, beautiful pink roses and a box of chocolates. For me. I took the flowers, and picked up the note. Through the envelope I could see the name, "Brady." That's when I started to freak out. I kept saying, "Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my GOSH!" Then I read the note. It said: "Lisa, I am a freaking idiot. I will explain everything later. Will you go out with me again? --Brady." I think I screamed then, and Haleigh and I started hugging and jumping up and down. I was so freaking excited!!! I was shaking. I was shocked and so, so, SO happy! I couldn't believe (I still can't believe) that he wanted me back... Apparently he had a terrible time at senior prom, because he missed me and realized how stupid he was for breaking up with me. Wow. Who knew making a guy jealous actually works? Anyway. I left class early (my teacher was excited for me, so she let me leave) to go find Brady. The moment I saw him I gave him a big hug. It took me like five minutes, though, before I remembered to say yes to his question. But by then he had already figured it out. Oh my. Roses and chocolate. Isn't that so cute? Oh and he bought me my favorite kind of chocolate, mint. yeah. Of COURSE I was going to go out with him again. Not to mention I missed him so freaking much while we were apart... Oh. The reason he broke up with me was the absolutely stupidest (yet strangely the cutest) reason ever. We talked about it later that day. I'm the longest relationship he's ever had, and he's never kissed a girl before. and he freaked out. Isn't that stupid? Yet so cute? He was so scared! Oh my. Poor little boy. I like him. And I totally forgive him. Especially since... Okay, I can't keep it in any longer. BRADY KISSED ME!!! He kissed me. i no longer am a member of the VL club. It's pretty much the best ever. I went to his (and Kadee and Luke's) choir concert on Thursday, and after it was over, we were standing in the common's area. He was hugging me, and then he asked if he could have a kiss. And... let's just say I like him a lot. Oh my I like Brady!!! It was so awkward, epsecially because Kadee and Luke (and Luke's sister...) were standing right there. Except Kadee didn't know what was going on, and she actually kept yelling my name while he kissed me. Totally would've ruined the moment, but I was too focused on Brady to care. Anyway. Then... HE KISSED ME AGAIN! Oh. I like kissing. I like Brady. Then Brady had to go, which was pretty tragic. So I was just sitting there with Luke's sister (Kadee and Luke had run off), a little bit freaking out i was so excited. lol. Caldwell (the choir teacher, who I know fairly well), walked up as I was talking to Luke's sister and asked why I seemed so excited. And I told him! And then he made me tell his wife! It was so awkward! Caldwell and his wife were very happy for me. lol. It was hilarious. Brady and I have hung out everday this week. It's been amazing. We're hanging out today, too. I love being with him. It just feels so amazingly perfect. I'm so tired! It is five a.m. I woke up at four, and couldn't sleep because I started thinking about Brady. So I decided to get up and put this in my diary. There's more I want to say... but I don't have time. I'm seeing Brady in two hours!!! I'm a nervous. But I can't wait. He is so cute... Oh wow. The strangest thing about this... You think it'd be weird because he broke up with me and we barely even talked for three weeks... but I've never felt so close to him. even before he kissed me. I just feel so comfortable with him, and I can tell he feels more comfortable with me now then before he broke up with me. I think it was good we had a little time apart to realize how much we cared for each other. I like him so much... Love, Lisa Ann (no longer a VL!) P.S. My sister is getting married June 1st! So soon. They moved the date up a month ago. It's a long story, and kind of a sad one. But I'm still excited. My sister is getting MARRIED! Crazy.