Dear Diary, Oh much to tell! Brady and Luke came over today to watch a movie... during school. Yeah. We pretty much all sluffed. I was already at home, because I was tired... Yeah. Not smart. But we'll get to that later. We watched Nacho Libre, which I thought would be incredibly stupid but it was only semi-stupid. Anyway. So Brady and I sat next to each other... and I kinda put my hand down on the couch in the typical "if you want to hold my hand... here it is!" fashion. I didn't know if he would hold my hand or not. Later I looked down... and saw he had moved his hand next to mine. Then we spent the rest of the movie with hands touching, but not holding. FINALLY, with about ten minutes left to the movie, he moved his hand so it was on top of mine... and then he held it! I was so excited! And then the movie ended. We all sat there FOREVER, not wanting to move... But I finally got up and turned off, then sat back down... and he held my hand again. :) Oh! Something cute... He has choir with Kadee and Luke, and apparently this girl was really flirting with him today---she was like all over him. And he told her to stop it because he didn't want to ruin any chance he had with me. Isn't that sweet!!! Btw, Jason approves of him. lol. They know each other from work. Jason's like my big brother/best friend. So if he approves of him, I know I'm fine. Luke and Kadee say that he really likes me... Gah! I'm so excited!!! Okay. So the drama for tonight. Mom found out (of course) about us sluffing school and hanging out with Brady and Luke without permission. She was extremely mad. Which, I'll admit, she has every right to be. We shouldn't have done it and it was stupid. We weren't thinking. But she wanted to ground us from going on with them tomorrow. I was so upset. I was crying. Really. I knew that if I didn't go, I would be crushed. Anyway, so I talked to them for awhile, and my dad finally softened. We can go! The conditions: 1. my mom wants to talk to the boys (scary!) 2. we have an early curfew. 10:00. 3. we have to let them know EXACTLY where we are and what we're doing at all times. 4. They want us to date other people besides Brady and Luke. 5. No more sluffing school! Duh. It's not totally fun, but we can do it. I'm just really glad we get to go out tomorrow! They're coming over at 5 and we'll go do something, then we'll go to the blacklight dance at SV. I like Brady. I'm not sure how much and I'm not sure how it will all work out... but I like him. And it's so fun! So in other news... Loren called me today and asked if I would be interested in going to Senior Prom with him. I was so torn! The thing is... if he had asked me a week ago, I would've said yes. No question. Now... I'm just not sure... I mean, what if Brady and I become a couple? Then I'd probably want to go with him to prom. But what if we don't?? Then... yeah. So I didn't really give Loren an answer... because honestly, I don't have one. I won't have one until I figure out where my relationship with Brady is going... I feel so bad about Loren! I wish he had asked me a week ago. Then I wouldn't really have this dilemma. Sigh. Life is so complicated!!! Loren's a really nice guy... But I want to give me and Brady a chance... I can't stop smiling! Love, Lisa Ann