Dear Diary, For the moment, I just don't even care about boys. They're stupid and confusing and hurtful and who needs them anyway? Really. I think I'm gonna go talk to Eric tonight... I don't know. I can't decide. No school tomorrow! I'm excited. Oh, I missed 1-3 hours today. I tried to go, but I kept getting up and I was just so tired and didn't feel well. Not to mention I looked TERRIBLE. So I went back to sleep until 4th hour. Hmm... I need to memorize my lines for drama... and write a speech... and write a (stupid) fantasy story... But I really don't want to! Well, I think I'll go attempt to see that boy. Love, Lisa Ann I saw him. And I'm not sure if I'm happy or sad or excited or frustrated or angry. 1. He told me Leslie IS his girlfriend. 2. I think he may, to some degree, like me. 3. I think he knows, to some degree, that I like him. 4. Right before I left, he said, "Don't give up hope." DO YOU SEE WHY I AM CONFUSED???