Dear Diary, I’m going to get the boy stuff out of the way first. Apparently Loren really, really likes me. And… I guess that kinda freaks me out a little bit. Before our date, I never considered him anything more than as a friend. Now… I just don’t know what to do. I’m just supposed to suddenly start thinking of him as a potential crush and possible relationship material… My brain does NOT move that fast. In fact, when it comes to boys, I’m extremely slow in deciding I like them. So this is all really hard for me. I don’t even know how to decide if I might decide to start to like them. Did that make any sense? I’m tired and so very, very confused. And what about the other boys I like? Am I just supposed to put those thoughts on hold while I see if there’s anything with Loren? I don’t mind giving Loren a second chance. I’ll probably tell him that it’d be nice to get to know each other better. But… it really is not going to be easy for shy little me. This Boy Vacation isn’t working out so well anymore. Everything else is going WONDERFULLY! New York is soooo cool. We finally got into Manhatten. Goodness, I love the city. I LOVE it! We basically just showed my brother (who’s never been here before) the city… Times Square, Broadway, the Subway, everything. One of my goals here is to visit a lot of places from You’ve Got Mail. Lol! I’m doing pretty well! I think we’ve got… three sights? Tonight we saw Hairspray on Broadway! We went to the beautiful Neil Simon Theater. It was AMAZING. I loved it so freakin’ much. Now I REALLY want to become a Broadway actress, lol! We’re going to try to find another cheap show to go to before we leave. I hope we can! Wow. Have I mentioned I love NYC? I am so tired, and we have much more sightseeing to do tomorrow. So goodnight, everyone! Love, Lisa Ann