Dear Diary, HAPPY HALLOWEEN! Things haven't got much better since this weekend. I've been really stressed/depressed/miserable, and pretty much feeling worthless. So I took that out a bit on my family... and they in turn have told me repeatedly how rude and selfish I am... So after what happened with Eric on Saturday... I burned him Fall Out Boy (I'm determined to make him like it) and took it to him Sunday... and on Monday, we were talking on MSN when he said that all girls cause him pain, and all girls lie and cheat. I wasn't too happy about that. But we both had to go so we didn't talk about it. Then... we both showed up randomly at Walmart... (Although he knew I was going to be at Walmart...) Anyway. So we talked and such and it was nice. Then TONIGHT... I was so tempted to stop by his house for "trick-or-treating." But I figured three times in a row was plenty, and I resisted! HA! "She took me down and said, BOYS LIKE YOU ARE OVERRATED." --Fall Out Boy Yes, Eric is attractive. Yes, he's smart and funny and wonderful. But... all that is overrated. You know why? 'Cause he doesn't even like me! So who cares about the rest of that crap! :D lol Anyway... So! DRAMA! Let me tell you of the drama behind the drama... As of now, two members of our seven person cast absolutley HATE each other. And no one is really happy... I think it's stupid. We're blaming each other and criticizing each other and it's really not worth it! We open in three days. Our show is NOT perfect... but we can pull it off. In the mean time, I wish our cast would just love each other! We're all stressed enough without trying to ruin friendships in the process! Also, I'm stage manager for another show... and I'm not totally sure what I'm supposed to be doing. I've got it mostly under control, but seeing how we have no more dress rehearsals and not everything is set up... I'm a little stressed... Honestly, I never thought I'd really say this... but.... I WANT MRS. WHARTON BACK! So, Halloween! Obviously I had rehearsals most of the day, but we got out at about nine, and we decided to go to Village Inn. We had a BLAST! Wow. Oh, and we all gave each other nicknames! Ha! They were: Mariah: the Artistic One (it's perfect!) Chelsey: the Mama (I love her!) Cassie: the Crazy One (she's totally insane) Erin: the Witty One (she is so funny!) Kalecia: the Wench (or Flirt, or B____, ha!) Kadee: the New One (I love my cousin!) Myself: the Innocent Beauty (ha ha! right...) It was way fun. We were all really hyper and couldn't stop laughing and pretty much annoyed the entire restraunt. I think the Attractive Bus Boy enjoyed it though... MMM! tee hee Anyway. It's midnight... And CRAP. I just remembered I have to give an informative speech tomorrow... Hmm... That will be interesting. Love, Lisa Ann