Dear Diary, David and I could break up as soon as Saturday. How will I survive this pain? He is my everything... I love him more than I ever thought possible. I'm not sure there are words to describe how deeply and truly I love him without sounding terribly cliche. I'm going to miss laughing with him. I'm going to miss holding hands and smiling at each other, secure in the knowledge that we love each other and we have each other for the good times and the bad. I love that we understand each other, that we connect from the center of our souls. We always have. I have never, ever connected like that with another human being. I have never met someone and felt like they were already a part of me. Even my best friend in the entire world, I don't connect with like that. Not like... we belong together like the notes of a symphony or the colors in a work of art. He is my love... we have spent two years together, and now we will spend two years apart... Can I survive? How? I am glad that he is going on a mission, especially because he is so happy that it is close and he is so excited to go. I love seeing him so happy. But it still breaks my heart... Love, Lisa Ann