Dear Diary, "Senioritis is a term used colloquially in the United States and Canada to describe the decreased motivation towards studies displayed by students who are nearing the end of their high school or college careers. It is typically said to include slowness, procrastination, apathy regarding school work, and a tendency towards truancy. Many of these high school and college students find themselves in a type of lame duck situation: their plans are made and a new chapter in their life is about to begin, so finishing the current chapter (the current term separating them from graduation) becomes just a formality or 'holding pattern.' 'We would fight for a cure if we weren't so lazy.'" (see http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Senioritis) What can you do? I'm just waiting. For everything, it seems like. Mainly for school to get out and to go to college. But I'm waiting for a million other things, too. Region competion for drama in two weeks, Kadee's birthday next week, meeting tons of awesome guys and having an actual relationship with one of them (probably not until I go to college), going to Cali for spring break, going to a party this Saturday, the Fall Out Boy concert in May... I hate waiting. I am not a patient person in the least. Oh my heck! I have to tell my story!!! SO. The other day I was backing out of my driveway... and I kind of forgotten that there was a car parked across the street. So I tore out of my driveway, per usual, and heard a really loud BANG. I stopped, trying to figure out what it was and then realized... I had just hit a car. I freaked out. I pulled forward and jumped out, glanced at the car, and then called my mom. I went back and looked at the damage. HUGE DENT. Like, four feet wide. Anyway, my mom came out and we went to my neighbors house to tell them. I was shaking so badly! It wasn't actually their car, though. It was the friend of the 17-year-old guy who lives there... So, out comes my neighbor and his three extremely cute guy friends, right around my age. I was humiliated. So I apologized like a million times to the guy, but he was really nice about it. They joked around with me, and acted like it wasn't a big deal... despite the fact that his entire passenger door was smashed in so he couldn't open it... Anyway, we didn't really get the insurance worked out very well, so the next day they happened to be playing basketball at my neighbors... So I went and talked to him for awhile. And today my sister said that they came to my neighbors and were all hanging out outside, just kind of waiting... like to see if I would come out. But then again, my sister has a tendancy to exaggerate. I do think it'd be funny, however, if I started dating him or something and we could tell people we met when i backed into his car... ha ha! Well... there is much I haven't said. I have a lot of drama in my life right now... My mom says that I need to change my attitude because I think that no one likes me... I told her that maybe I just have low self-esteem. My mother is silly. But I've been having a lot of friend drama and church drama and drama drama.... WAY too much drama. Oh well. Two months and a half more months and then I'm done with high school... Two and a half months... Love, Lisa Ann