Dear Diary, I've been having trouble with SitD again, which makes me oh so sad! I am a journal addict. Yesterday was pretty good. I went to my cousin's baby's blessing, which was happy because he was born with so many complications, some people didn't think he'd survive. But he's doing great! After the blessing we had about a million people over for a brunch thing. It was nice. I only went to Young Women's in my ward... tee hee. When I got home from chuch, I noticed my sister had left for SL! So I called her up and reminded her that I was going to come too! Luckily she wasn't too far, and she came back and got me. Yup! I'm in Salt Lake. Or some town around there, who knows. My sister's apartment is nice, pretty empty, but nice. Hopefully I won't get too bored while she's at work. Oh well. I'm only here for two days, so I'll survive. Last night Eric was really upset over Camille. I guess her friend was saying some pretty nasty things to Eric. So I told him to call me and we talked for, oh, probably an hour. Talking to Eric on the phone is way better than through MSN... It was sad, though. He was actually crying--to me. He said I made him feel a lot better, and that made me happy! I don't like when my friends are sad. Morgan has a display pic that I absolutely love: "I think I could be madly in like with you." I think that's how I feel about Eric. He's a really, really great guy. But... I don't want to get my feelings in too deep if he doesn't return those feelings, you know? Because I don't need any more heartache. But I do wish he'd drop all those other silly girls and like ME! Mmm. Have I mentioned he's really cute? On to the next subject. School. I really have no idea what I'm supposed to do, as far as classes go. I don't know what I should take, what I want to take, or even what I'll be able to handle. I hate that I have so little faith in myself. But I just don't want to get to a point where I hate school again. This is my senior year, and I don't want it to suck. So... I have to figure out how many classes I can take and still stay on the right side of the "freaking out" line. Gah! I just want to be normal! But I'm too afraid that I'll fail again. And I can't take that. I just want to stay healthy and happy... That's my goal this year. Healthy and happy. Anyway. My sister's apartment isn't much fun... and she doesn't have much food. Oh well. She's coming home from work in... six hours! Breakfast time. I think I'll have... bread.... and maybe some water, too. Tee hee! Love, Lisa Ann