Dear Diary, Bill emailed me! Here it is: I don't think that your selfish at all. Who ever told you that must have not heard the truth. Who told you this, and Loren doesn't think that way either. I don't know who would say such a thing like that. No matter what you will be my sister, and we will be friends forever. When ever you need help let me know and I will do my best to help you. Don't forget Loren he is always willing to help too. I hope this clears everything up for you. Love, your little brother And later he told me that I was one of the most unselfish people he knew. I feel as if my world has been turned upside down, shaken, and then put right-side up again. In other news. Today was our last day in Oregon, and it was rather uneventful. But I still love being on vacation. I swear I could live here. It's absolutely beautiful... My uncle in Idaho invited me to come up and stay with them for a weekend sometime. It could be fun. My cousin Daniel (who I hung out with most of the time here) could come down from Rexburg and we'll do something fun. It wouldn't be the road trip I've been waiting for, but it's a start! Life is strange and ordinary and exciting and tragic and wonderful... and I am a very weird person... Yay! Love, Lisa Ann P.S. ASHLYN'S BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW! Happy 6th Birthday my little girl! I love her. I won't even be able to give her a hug, but I'll make it up to her when I come home...