Dear Diary, The Rehearsing of Drama begins. Well, more serious rehearsing anyway. We had practice from nine to one today. Happy Saturday! But it was good. Lots of attempting to dance. The rest of the day was uneventful... OH! I got a haircut! Nothing drastic, just making it look more presentable. I like it... I've fallen in love with the song "Boyfriend" by Ashlee Simpson. I've known the song for a couple years. But I listened to it tonight, and it was absolutely perfect for what I've been feeling lately. My heck I wish I could use these lyrics on a couple people. Not that it matters. Jason doesn't really talk to me anymore. Which is so stupid. This whole thing has kind of made me cry... Tonight I drove around Logan for about an hour, just because I had nothing else to do... I also wrote a poem. Which I may or may not post on here. It kind of sucks. Especially when compared to this one poem I read tonight. I don't know who wrote it, but I'm pretty sure I'm half in love with him! Lol jk... I'm debating on whether or not to talk to Andy. He was supposed to get in touch with me when he got back in town, but he hasn't. And I keep thinking about him. I really just want to see him and then I think I can figure out exactly how I feel and what I should do... It's cold and I'm tired and I have church way too early in the morning. Love, Lisa Ann TRUST innocent like a child you loved and smiled your heart was open and free every friendship was destiny but you soon saw that life is full of selfish and uncaring people you met too many who used your innocence became abused it was time to play it smart all you did was turn off your heart quit loving and grimly smiled you now mock your inner child you fought to be protected no chance of again being rejected quickly you severed the ties of friendships you feared were lies safely alone you look at your life all you find is heartache and strife but reaching out you find there is no one and you finally realize what you have done