Dear Diary, So maybe I was wrong about the can't have Brady thing. We may not be official... but we... are happy together. I went to school today, pretty nervous to see Brady. The first two hours sucked. I usually see Brady after second hour, and I didn't know how it would go. But then Kadee rushes up to me and starts telling me how she just talked to Brady and that he really, really likes me. He talked to her about how he doesn't care what his dad says, he'll find a way to date me, and that he just wants to be with me. It was so freaking cute! My bad mood completely vanished. And then.... I saw Brady! He came up to me and basically told me the same thing Kadee had, but it still made me even happier! He said we would find a way to be together. And then he gave me his heart! (Explanation: it's boys and girls week at school, and today the guys had paper hearts and had to give them to the first girl they talked to.) Sigh. I like him. So the rest of the day was good. The only hard part was not holding his hand whenever I saw him... It's like, natural for me now. But we can't be "together" so... I'll get over it. I don't want anyone telling his parents on him. Although I'm not sure why holding hands is such a sin... but whatever. Okay just two more things about Brady! After school, I was standing by my locker which is conviently right next to his last class. So he comes out of class, walks up to me, and says, "I don't think anyone is looking." Then he gives me this really long hug... Oh my. Lol. Then we talked for a few minutes, and he gave me another hug before he left. It just made me happy that he's so determined to be with me, no matter what. Yesterday I was talking to Luke, and he asked me how much I liked Brady. On a scale of one to ten, I said about seven. So today Luke told me he asked Brady the same thing, and Brady said about seven... Ha. It really made me happy. Happiness! Brady just texted me and said, "I miss hanging out all the time with you already." We're working out a plan so we can hang out more... :D Okay. STOP talking about Brady. Um, have I mentioned I'm doing stage crew for Ragtime? It's not nearly as much fun as Les Mis, but it's okay. Chelsey Funk and I are having fun together. So that was pretty good today... oh yeah. Weirdest thing ever. Guess who stopped by my house last night? ERIC. I know. Weird. I haven't talked to him in months and now he's showing up at my door. I wasn't home though. I called his house today and his dad said he was at a Lacrosse game. i wonder if he was going to invite me to that or something. Still strange. But nice of him to remember he promised he'd take me to one. Anyway. I don't really want to go out with him... he pretty much treated me like crap near the end. But I need to go on dates with other guys. So if he offers, I may take him up on it. Um... did I mention I like Brady? Am I making anyone besides myself sick with all this happiness? If I am, sorry. I know it's super annnoying. :) Love, Lisa Ann