Dear Diary, I'm doing okay... I had no rehearsals or play things today, and it was SO NICE. I think I was peaceful for the first time in awhile... I even went to the park to swing, and though it was freezing, it was just what I needed. One Mad Night opened tonight, and I hear they did really well... apart from, oh, you know, their set falling down in the middle of the show!!! I feel so bad... But I think they still did extremely well and the audience enjoyed it... ha ha... Lunatics opens tomorrow, and I'm very nervous. Not only for them... but for me, too! I don't even know at this point who is in charge of lights or how the sound system is going to work out... Ha ha... I wrote up a pretty little chart though, of everything that happens in the play! At least, everything that I'm supposed to worry about... everything that I KNOW I'm supposed to worry about... Jeremy asked me tonight how my love life was going... HA! If only I had one... I miss Eric... I miss his hugs... I miss hoping that one day there might be more... I miss being content with friendship... I hate thinking about him ten times a day and knowing that he's not thinking about me... I shot a gun today! They were blanks... for Lunatics at Large... but it was quite fun! Tee hee. That was a random topic change. Oh!!! And I've decided... I may ask Garrick to Girl's Choice! I think it'd be so fun... He's the greatest. But SHH! Don't tell! Oh... Does anyone have any ideas how I could ask him? Well. It's late. I have rehearsal all day tomorrow and then Lunatics opens... So... Goodnight! Love, Lisa Ann