Dear Diary, My nieces woke me up at 10:30 this morning. If they hadn't, I probably wouldn't have gotten up until one. I am SOOO tired all the time. Anyway, I got up, babysat for awhile, and then started on my room. Can I just say, ACK! I have nowhere to put anything, and it's really stressing me out. And my mom doesn't want to buy me any furniture, either. Egads. So here's the big event of the day: I was sitting there cleaning my room, and *ring* the phone's for me. Guess who's on the other line? AUSTIN HAMMER. Guess why? HE WANTS ME TO GO ON A DATE WITH HIM. It was so random and so unexpected I said yes. So I had approximetly fifty minutes to get cute and get out the door. We went to the Aggie football game--my first college football game ever. It was pretty fun. We lost. Anyway. Austin and I kind of snuggled, like Austin is prone to do. But I didn't mind--it was FREEZING. Egads. And anyway, it felt nice, but I know I'll never like Austin as more than a friend. There just isn't any attraction there. Besides, we all know he can be a jerk sometimes. But he was nice today. I'm glad he took me. It was my fourth date ever, and only the second guy I've gone on a date with. (Three with Jeremy, one with Austin.) Pathetic, I know. Which reminds me!!! Mariah, remember how we were sort of betting on who would go out first? It was about a month or so ago. Anyway, I was right. You dated first! :D:D:D You should owe me ice cream or something, lol. jk. :D So what else. Umm... Yeah. I've been kind of depressed tonight. Nothing new there. I'm taking 10 more mg of my meds, even though doctors rarely perscribe that. We'll see if it helps. I doubt it. My grandma moved in two days ago for a month. Not so good. My cousin comes back from Cali tomorrow. Kind of good. Kevin comes home Thursday. VERY good (for us, not for him). Sarah comes home Thursday. Good. But all very stressful. Anyway. I went to Lee's tongiht, and I saw a kid from my tech class that I dropped out of. This kid is SO CUTE. He's a senior, and I'm like almost in love with him. Not that that means anything. Bah. Tomorrow is church. Luckily it's Stake Conferance. That means not only does it not start until 1 p.m., but I also don't have to see the girls in my new ward. :( I want my old ward back. I loved them, even if they didn't really love me. Bah. Anyway, this is like one of the first times in Church history that Stake Conferance is going to be held at different times because the Stake is so large. I wonder if they'll split the HP stake? Probably sometime. Cassie called on Thursday. Two or three times, actually. I tried hard to avoid her calls. And then I only talked to her for a few minutes. I seriously believe that she doesn't deserve me. She's hurt me too much; I'm not giving her any more opprotunities to burn me. My mom let me buy a book tonight. That was random of her. And very nice. I haven't read a good book in like a week. Sadness. Well, that's all folks. Love, Lisa Ann