Dear Diary, Worst auditions of my entire life today. As Chelsey would say, it was poo on a stick. The singing auditions. I knew my song. I knew I could sing it. We (the piano and i) started... and I started at the wrong place. So we stopped, I went and talked to the pianist. We started again. This time Caldwell stopped me because Oh! I'm in the wrong key. Finally I got it, and after that it wasn't too bad. But it was entirely humiliating. I never stopped smiling though! The dancing auditions. It was a semi-hard dance, but I practiced and practiced until I was fairly sure I knew it. I went up with three other girls... and ALL of us screwed up completely. Totally and utterly. After we were "finished," Wharton asked us to do it again. The first (and only? I didn't stay to find out) group to have to do it twice. So we did it again... and screwed up again. I actually didn't do quite as badly, but we all still messed up. Again, absolutely humiliating, especially because this time we were in front of everyone. But I never stopped smiling! It was terrible. Before I was fairly certain that I'd get in, and hopeful that'd I get something other than ensemble. Now, I'll be lucky if I make it to ensemble. I'm just praying that Wharton will take pity on me and let me in... I don't know what I'll do if I don't get in... Drama is all I have right now. Anyway. I'm not going to think about that. I'll just assume that I'm in and never, ever think about that audition again. In other news. It's the one year anniversary of my nieces and nephew being adopted! We had cake and ice cream. It was fun. That's pretty much all I have to say... except that I'm dreading facing Wharton and everyone else tomorrow... sigh. Love, Lisa Ann