Dear Diary, To keep me from going crazy and getting upset and depressed as I went to school today, this is what I told myself repeatedly: "I am beautiful, smart, talented, funny and STRONG. Everything will be okay." And you know what? It actually worked. Anytime I started to stress or panic or think negatively about myself, I was able to beat it down with that mantra. Amazing. My sister's family came home from Disneyland today. I was SO excited. I missed my nieces and nephews so much it hurt. I really am excited to have a fam of my own someday. I love kids to pieces! Especially, for now, my two nieces and my baby nephew. They're adorable. I cleaned out my car today. It is SPOTLESS. Beautiful! Someday when I have money I'm going to buy lots of cute stuff for inside of my car. My foot is really hurting today. I'm not sure why. But it aches like the devil. I had an amazing talk with Jeremy today. We talked about marriage and kids and God and repentence and scriptures and writing and photography... It was great. He is such a good friend... And that's about all interesting in my day, I think. I'm exhausted, so I should get some sleep. And it's not even midnight! Sad. Love, Lisa Ann