it's not a swan song

Danny's coming tonight!!! *making one hand clap itself* I don't know how much studying I'm going to be able to get done here in my rooms. I think I'm going to have to spend a lot of time in the lobby's study rooms to remedy this. My roommates are so...distracting. It doesn't help, however, that my assignments are so...boring. Except psychology, that's not so boring. I think I've always been interested in psychology, but not how things work in the brain or how to translate symbols and things into something real and understandable. Apart from being extremely interested in dreams and what they mean, I think I want to know more about the problem of being human, the question of how to live knowing that you're going to die but living like you've got all the time in the world. Being a slave to time and also the master of time, at the same time. I want to know how we deal with being so conflicted between what we plan to do with our lives and how much time we have. That must be the fundamental human problem: how to live knowing you're going to die and not going crazy. Or maybe I'm guilty of 'nimis simplicandum.' It's possible.
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Being an imortal adolescent I don't believe I will die. I had a dream once that Dracula had returned to end the world and I was one of his evil minions. But then I got a brain tumor.

Uncouth.
[Anonymous]
i love love love psychology. its one of my majors.
which roommate is from lincoln? i'm from omaha, which is 45 minutes north of lincoln. they are the only two real cities in nebraska.
take care, enjoy school, and smile. : - )
Whoa, uh? You know that Major Major and HoldenLeedy are the same right? They're me! I had to make a new one because of my damn friends. Big mistake.
[Anonymous]
Hey...thanks for the comment.I never understood it either.I mean i'm a product of it.I didn't understand why my mom didn't want me.Since I was little i thought maybe i wasn't good enough.

**HoPe**
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