all that you wanted was a good man

So scratch the whole 'I have nothing if anything at all to do' thing because now I'm back to being overwhelmed. Aw. I've just been sort of being here lately. I don't really do anything at all. I'm just...here, being emo to myself. I'm starting to read Crime and Punishment to start getting a little ahead for Lit Trad, which will probably make me neurotic. Sometimes that happens when I read books. But it's only certain books that influence me. Every time I read Jane Eyre I feel really depressed when Blanche goes to the house and Mr. Rochester is being mean. And when Jane's at St. John's, that makes me sad. I always feel kind of psychotic when I'm reading Crime and Punishment, like Raskolnikov rubs off on me. I start thinking strange thoughts and want to be by myself all the time. That's what I want to do with my books (when they get written). I want people to be effected like my characters are, so that the emotions can be truly felt and the characters made real through the readers. So I wanted to make a website to put my pictures on whilst in Rome so my friends can see what I'm doing and stuff. But, that's presuming (1) I have a digital camera or (b) there's a scanner of some type on campus that students can use. I'm kind of ahead of my game. I guess, even if I can't put pictures on the internet, I could use someone else's (namely: Kim's) digital camera and take some pictures myself and put them on my computer...wait, wait. Wait. Kim's pictures are going on my computer anyway. AH!! YES!!! So that there was a revelation not thought of before. Any road, I spent a few hours last night and a few more today doing fun things to my website. I've had two before, but they were really very crappy. Not like this one is going to be something spectacular, but I want to make it pretty for the peoples. Who's excited for Rome? Me! ME!!!
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I've never even been to canada.
thanks for the welcome- dev
[Anonymous]
Yeah, he has an awesome house. His front gates my favorite...It's a black iron gate and it has these little winged creatures on it...i don't remember if they're bats or gargoyles, but they're cool.
[Anonymous]
overwhelmed as well.... so much homework...

oooooh, so when do you go to rome? how exciting!!!!!!!!!
[Anonymous]
really anywhere in texas, but mainly the dallas area
Thanks for helping me out. Your diary is badass!
[Anonymous]
ha yeah sounds like a party, i live in coppell, which is by irving.
im excited for you.

also, this is kinda prolly really dorky...but..you are like the site's sweet person. and thats totally excellent that you leave notes for everyone and that youre so cute and great.

you are so so lovely and me and scott like you a lot.

not that im important or me liking you means anything great. i just thought you should know that thats what i think.

ok. bye.
I am gonna have a better day...well..I'm optimistic anyways:)~
[Anonymous]
thanks, it means a lot.

and i'm happy for the new mother. :)

-callie.
wow! thanks a lot for helping me out!!
[Anonymous]
when will you be in rome?!?!
[Anonymous]