Word of the Day: injunction I turned in my application today. I kissed it in my car and asked it to go with God. So that's out of my hands. It's a horrible feeling, this application process. I didn't have to 'apply' for the job at the hotel because Velma and I were tight like that. I didn't feel like this when I applied to UD because I knew without a doubt that I'd get in. I was quite presumptuous my senior year of high school. But this, this is real, this matters. If I get this job, my mind will be so much more at ease about Baby and about life in general. If I don't, the search continues with me a little more downtrodden and rejected than before. Go with God. I also spent more money. I went to the dentist in Edna this morning. I love going to the dentist, I love having my teeth cleaned. I know that I'm in the minority about my feelings for dentists, but it's just so nice to be able to sit there and have someone else clean those pretty teeth of mine nice and good. Mmmmmmmmm, cleanness. I don't know if the cleanness was worth the fifty-one dollars I had to pay, but maybe it is if it makes me feel good like I felt this morning. JD and I went to Target last night because we were bored. We were looking at the baby stuff, the diaper bags, the bottles, the bedding and everything. I don't like looking at clothes because I don't know the sex, but I like looking at other stuff. We were looking at the Classic Pooh bedding and little toys and cute cute things. I really really want to buy the bedding set, not even all of it. Just the bumper/headboard, two fitted sheets, the fleece blanket, and the flannel blankets. I totaled it all up, and it was about $80 including shipping from the website. We'll see about all that, though. JD said he could run out after Baby's born and buy sex-appropriate bedding and have it ready before we had to come home, but I don't know if i want sex-appropriate bedding. I want the cuteness and cuddliness of Pooh-Bear. I'm sure I'll win this little battle, though, through hard work and a little pouting. I think I might be getting sick. I don't get sick very often so I kind of don't know if I'm just tired or if I'm sick, but my throat is scratchy when I swallow and my left eye and bone around it is unusually sore to the touch. I have a baby appointment on Wednesday, so if it's still bothering me then I'll mention it to the lady. Now, I'm getting something to eat. __________________________________________________________________________________________ Update * I totally am sick. I can't hear, either. jernmu8c1-0984u c1v89u1ci01- 5cuj81!!!!!