haha lacadaisical... my life is really not this interesting. i'm wasting precious energy. i am evil and things are scary... but other than the evil people and the family and the cats, my life is lame.. y'all reading my journal prolly think i'm absolutely whacko. well, i actually don't care. i'm just telling you that i know my life is boring and that you really have no interest in it. i just DON'T care. i like to write here, because some people that might actually read my REAL journal may never read this one... so its safer really you see? anyways. it's dinner time. i have chicken and rice. yay fat and carbs! GO ME!!!! I want to cry. The temptation grows stronger as both of them are online now. hum. maybe i'll talk to her. actually... i will. see what all she says...