thursday and yesterday were all well and... yeah. thursday: Robyn came. we went to get her and went to the old spaghetti factory at trolley square for dinner. got strawberry shortcake smoothy things again.mmm. went to harmons and got some crap. came home... got on the computer... made her a cd, ripped a ton of awesome stuff from her (sugarcult, trapt, lostprophets, linkin park) and i made her a diary ***~insanespaz~*** spent 20 minutes searching for bruce almighty then went into my room and watched it and talked. fell asleep around two thirtyish. left my door open and hte cats came and killed us. Friday: up around ten, tried to eat something unsuccesfully, so we ate what it was that had tasted yummy (junk food/ little debbies)then we all got bored so the four of us went swimming at the pool. the water tastes salty. ick. got nicely colored and a bit burned. came home watched random shows on tv and mom made ribs and we ate. then we packed up and went to take robyn home and i packed stuff for at arjay's so that mom could just drop me off on her way home. i got a text from ar when we were at conoco getting drinks and she called me abunch of times. dropped rob off, came home traffic was HORRIBLE... cut through lakepark to get to arjay's and they were just supposed to meet me at the park. but we found them on the way and made them (arjay, jackie paul) pile in the back seat. we went into this baseball diamond (apparently the same diamond that arjay and jordan went to to do stuff... ahh.)sat and ate some interesting food that arjay got at walmart on thursday. at one point she goes "it was over there" and i gave her a weird look and she goes "poke poke poke" then we left the baseball diamond and arjay and i got icecream and we all walked to the ship playground and sat on the swings and paul knew that arjay wanted to make out iwth him and was planning to try. we tried to get these little "punk" boys to try and kiss to get a mountain dew but htey wouldnt. then we dug in the sand and walked home. tormented those kids a bit on the way... arjay made them think she was a prostitute and that we had weed. as we got really close to arjays house paul goes "arjay... do yo uwant to try this whole going out thing again?" and i was like in my head "GO PAULIE!!!!" and arjay had a hard time deciding because she is really worried about cheating on him.. mainly with matth. so jackie and i each did a tarot card reading for her, then we played pendulums and asked the ghosts waht she should do... so she finally decided on yes. we asked the ghosts more questions... about themselves and stuff. and yaeh... it might seem fishy.. but i mean i always was watching arjay's and jackie's hands and jackie we think tried to move it herself... but like when arjay did it... it is hard to make it go where exactly where you want it go without being REALLY noiticable. like youd be twisting your fingers and stuff... and arjay asked it if jordan still feels the way for me as he did before and it said yes. first it wouldnt answer and was being weird when jackie held it but when arjay and i held it it said yes. and it says that kolby likes jackie and that its name was grepo inlife. so it was cool. and it said it was a neutral ghost and pretty powerful... and the ghosts said that jordan still cares... then arjay and i started talking about belief in god and stuff and our cuts and jackie got uncomfortable and left around midnight. arjay and i were up until almost 4 agian talking about paul and matt and jordan... lovely conversations... we played truths earlier when jackie was there and i learned a bit... but eh. answered jackie some stuf fi odnt think she expected though... but it was fun. arjay tried to call jrodan but the line was busy at his dads house. at... ONE in the morning. and we are very paranoida bout the prank calls.... dunno what will happen... we are scared to see if they call... arjay asked me like right before we went to sleep last night... after her iPod was on and everythign.. if jordan and i were still going out and things were good if i'd have sex with him. and really... i dont know... its a bit of a weird thought sometimes but i do think it sometimes and it's not like i have to wrack my brain to findit. i can see it happening.... anyways i am home now and my dad is on the roof trying to fix the swamp cooler.... it is noisy. im afraid he'll fall through. eek. but arjay and the ghosts and just how he is sort of in general... i think i might ask him to try again. because i had that whole arjay-paul sarah-jordan thing in my head for the summer... how fun would it be? two pairs of basically best friends. sharing out the yin yang though, but still. and arjay said "our summer wishes could still come true. you really should ask jordan out again" she read her diary to me... it was all in all avery good day yesterday. but i am going brainead and am very hungry... so toodles for now.