i am sick of everyone. god.... my brother just goes "at two o'clock i want to see your bike gone" WHAT FUCKING RIGHT DOES HE FUCKING HAVE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO?????????? HE IS NOT MY FATHER. AND ITS NOT LIKE I LISTEN TO EITEHR OF THEM. TONY IS MY FUCKING BROTHER. MY DAD.... IF HE WANTS TO BE A PART OF MY LIFE, HE NEEDS TO TAKE A BIGGER PART. if they want me to listen to them, they need to change their fucking way of doign things. i have no goddamned incentive to get out. he goes " and thats another reason why you're fat" like he has any right to talk????? he may have skinny little legs but he eats more shit than i do. i think he should fall over when he attempts to walk he is that topheavy. and... i dont care about my weight right now. i have more problems than just that. lets just see how he looks when he gets to be 14 and has a shitty life. losing weight is probably near the bottom of of my "list" i fucking hate them. the only good GUY in my life right now is eric. not dad, not jordan, not tony. eric is the only person that doesn't give shit. except to tony, which also makes me happy. i seriously htink that if i didnt fear the consequences, i'd kill people. i know i've been close to doing so to him a few times too. UUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHH