la la la i want to die how about you? i watched a bunch of shows on stuff last night. there was a rock video countdown, then there were two greenday specials on MTV, i taped them both. tasha will be so happy. man i feel like shit. i hate day light savings time too...it makes me so uh.....jet lagged......only not jet......just uh.....lagged. did nothing today. i went w/ tony and eric to grandmas house so they could cut her grass. she got new rugs we watched odd couple two. jack lemmon and walter mathau are both dead.. it is kind of sad. every one dies in the end there is no escaping the inevitable... it sucks. although......it would get pretty boring to live for a REALLY long time. to think how boring 14 years have been.......well except recently..... and then to think how an eternity could be. people would probably commit sucide if they got bored... went to ruby tuesday. i bent over backwards outside, and i scraped my knee when we were all trying to freak my dad out. came home. watched a couple other things i've taped. i wish i was smart enough to find certain channels when i was getting tons of PPV stuff last year. plenty of tapes and stuff to tape onto them. did the "bad thing" found a rather....interesting one. i dont know if they've spoken at all this weekend, but- Are you going to Pegasette tomorrow? If so, do you want to walk home with me? If not, please go so that you can dig out your poems hm.. which reminds me i need to submit my poems too. hm... so braindead though. i want to release all of my hatred words into a poem. it would be very hard w/o swearing every other word though. of course, the evil poems wouldnt exactly be appropriate for school though either.. oh well. i hate mother not letting me stay on the computer for very long. it really really sucks. any ways. Ta-Ta-For-Now. if i get lucky i'll have a near death experience and then can decide.......things. thank you to all of you that leave me nice "hope things get better" comments. i hope it does too. i hope things go well for all of you. and if things DO get BETTER or if things get WORSE, i will be sure to update. :)- :(