School

Feeling: idiotic
So.. Spring Break is over... I am both happy and sad about this. IT FREAKIN SNOWED!!!! IT IS MARCH 30 AND IT FUCKING SNOWS!!!!!!!!! So I woke up, ate toast, checked on the cats... went to school. Sat in tashas moms car till the bell rang. I gave her her greenday pin. dallas was jealous, so i gave him a crappy pen. sara came and got in the car too. we went inside and then went to the library. the evil asshole was in there. AHHHH their bus was late. so we sat in the library talking and being all funny then jess came, and then the other evils came(arjay+nes) and sat back there w.him. i had my back turned to him the whole time. it was nice. shared my jelly beans. CJ and amanda werent there. tasha found paper plates, drew happy faces on them and then put them on the empty seats. I think she scared the teacher. Muhahaha. I wrote her about my weekend. My most fabuloous weekend ever. NOT!!! I have got my swearing in school edge back! YAY! Hoorah for me! Dance sucked. all kinds of people were gone. But, surprisingly, there was the same number of guys as girls. it was both good and not good. It was fun to cringe miserably when I had to dance with jordan. Once when I had to do the foxxy w/ him, he goes "Foamy is cool" well yes, i know foamy is cool. i'm the one who liked him first w/o even knowing what the fuck he was. We had to do the four fancier ones (foxxy, swing, latin hustle, chacha) then we got to do the cowboy hustle, hustle bump w/ robot, and the saturday night hustle. Stayin aliiiiiiiiiiive I was amazed though that jordan would even touch me. I know i really didnt want to touch him. ::shudders:: Drama was fun. i like just rehearsing for our little monolouge-y things. "Little Scotty" is doing Jack's Lament from Nightmare Before Christmas. He is good, except he needs to stop singing it. I am happy w/ him tho at the moment.. he tells me arjay and jordan were holding hands at the movie on saturday or whenever it was. arjay claims no... but guess who i believe? Arjay is a flake. she takes my candy and gets pins from me. and lies. Fuck her. OH WAIT! That's jordans job! Chorus sucks. I hate Webb. AND HE WAS FLIRTING WITH Eunice... a STUDENT! AND EUNICE WAS FLIRTING BACK! DO DA FUNKY DAYANCE! OYEAH sara was so funny doing it at lunch... so after 3rd since webb is an ass... we got held back. but luckily we got out in time so that i could get in front of jordan on his way to 4th. was going to say something about my foamy pins and arjay buying them from tony... then i saw HE was behind me. so i went "I've got to convince my brother to-(thats when i noticed evil)-understand that he is a freaking evil little.... jerk. HE sort of caught up to me and tasha, and so he wasnt very far back when arjay came down the hall to fetch him. I HATE him. i was talking to tasha about... things... about the note i wrote her to show to sara, so i left her with her precious little bagel. and she got all "pissed" off because i left her all alone w/ jordan. oh really... like you wouldnt have loved to jump him right there or bite him the way he likes it. we had to watch that stupidass movie in fourth again. it is so mundo stupido. stupid thing in fifth too. lunch sucked ass. i got pepsi and hot cheetos. arjay and jackie sat across the table from me and tash talking about chris and arjay making out w/ him under bleachers or whatever. havent heard about "chris" in a long time. lets think about who it really was she was making out. i am so angry with her right now. it gets harder each day to pretend like nothing is wrong. i have to be a fake friend to someone who is a fake friend to me. what a wonderful bond. another evolution movie in sixth. in seventh we have to draw our own maps of southwest eurasia. very interesting.... interesting convo... interesting map.... arjay suggested after sixth that i go whack jordan with my bag of breast cancer bracelets. Good idea... except if I started... I was afraid I wouldnt stop... so i did it after seventh. He came walking up and parked himself behind her and she whispers to me "sarah now" so i start walking a littel ahead of them then i throw my bag back and whack well that time i didnt get jordan. i got arjay. not exactly bad. many "i didnt mean to hit you"s fixed it and jordan's going why did you hit her? so then i go sort of behind her and whack him with the bag. didnt think id gotten him that good. i got arjays shoulder again too. apparently i did... because he goes "ow i'm gonna have a bruise" good you mother fucker. i hope you bleed internally and fucking die. i had to get to my locker and meet tash so i could get a ride. when i got to my locker she was gone, so i ran outside to try and catch them. i got to the south driveway and dusty(her mom) waved at me and i waved back. then a bit up the curb she pulled up and let me get in. TASHA GOT WARNING AND INTERNATIONAL SUPERHITS!!!! YAY!!! SO I HAVE THEM AND AM BURNING THEM NOW. YAY!!! BEST PART OF MY DAY!!! so i "read" some and a very interesting one from "kyle" teehee. anyways, when i write here i get put in sort of a better mood. not much better, but still i feel a little better... because when i write here i expose my life and the evil fuckers in it to the nice people here that dont know me and find my hatred amusing. anyways, drop a comment pls. i like to read them. love ya- Sarah xoxo EVIL PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE? FUCKING KILL THEM!!
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your poem temptation is good. i liked it.

how long have you been a cutter? do you still do it?

xbrookex